Confession..

When the forces of nature go against you.. when you're dealt with the lowest ebbs of your life.. when all seems wrong.. you sit down and stare at yourself in the mirror and say, "Gosh what had I done to deserve this!" This had been the chapter that I'd been going thru recently in my life... Yes I can share it with my family but till yesterday I had very low self esteem... I saw this huge monster in the mirror(it was me!)... I had definitely not been at my best or anywhere close to my best.. I felt insecure... I felt sad to see my dearest Chacha no more... I felt sad to see my Dad suffering... I felt sad to see my Dear ones hurting... But yes... I think the worst is over... I am SORRY if I have hurt anyone..

I have procrastinated & realised that I cannot change others or I must not attempt to change others but need to change myself and strive to become a better person... keep my positive cap on... focus on my strengths... try and work on my weaknesses... This is my agenda and I will work hard on my SWOT analysis and take positive learnings as life presents itself with its next set of challenges... Wish me luck as I pick up my pieces and move on.. :-)

Hopefully I will become a better person and you all will appreciate that I did some self introspection and worked on improving myself and strive towards perfection which has probably always been my personal goal in life...